Popular OAP, Toke Makinwa has revealed the sadness behind the smile she puts up for the camera as she revisits her failed relationship with her husband, Maje Ayida.
Recall that the couple broke up following Maje Ayida’s impregnation of his long term girlfriend, Anita Solomon.
The OAP, addressing the break-up of her 18-month-old marriage for the first time in a new VLOG said: “For those who feel I have not spoken about my marriage, you know what happened last year. It is with good reason. I want to talk about it from a rational point and not an emotional stance. Cos it’s tough.
“If you’ve ever been through a separation, heartbreak or whatever, you know how difficult it is. And this was very public and so I went through a lot of stages and I’m still going through it.
“I can’t sit here and tell you I’m completely whole or this doesn’t affect me anymore. I still feel somewhat shy; I’m trying to come out of my shell about it. Cos I mean you share your life with me and I feel it’s a great disservice to not even talk about it.
She continued: “So in due time, just know I’m going through the process & every week I come here I smile, we connect that doesn’t mean I don’t have my own issues. It’s just that I have chosen not to be a victim. I’ve chosen to just rise above it and just keep rising.”